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Not much going on in my dull little part of the world. Working on some artsy projects. swimming in my pool, cuz it's finally up. gonna delete some of my old websites so i can devote all my time to my new ones. etc. etc. mostly just clearing out old crap from my life.

Have you ever noticed how all the clutter that ends up surrounding us kinda just drags you down? well i spend my summers getting rid of it, and changing myself for the better. last year i mostly worked on my appearance. okay, yeah, i'm a teenage girl and i do that all the time, but last summer i did some drastic stuff. like i tattooed a moon on my ankle. yup. and pierced my navel. yeah, i know how dangerous doing that stuff on my own is, but i honestly took every precaution possible. i also gave myself an awesome haircut and dyed it purple.

Well, this summer's gonna be different. Yeah, of course, I'll still work on my outer apperance (I'm planning on piercing my nose and shedding some pounds), but i'm going to be spending much more time working on the inner me. My spiritual self. I'm going to be spending alot of time meditating, fasting, and playing with the faeries!

But of course, I have to get rid of all the stuff that's holding me back before i can do that. and this year, my whole family's pitching in! We're completly revamping our yard. getting rid of all the junk from when me and my sister were little (like the sandbox that is home to lots of pincher bugs) and filling our garden with plants for lots of yummy stuff. Then we're gonna work on the inside of our house. maybe add a new bathroom. knock a wall out and make my room bigger. not sure yet. then, after all that chaos, i'll finally be able to settle down. find out who i am. and maybe get rid of these freakin' nightmares that won't leave me alone!

Oh, and on the plus side, even though i'm totally getting forced to help my rents with the yard and house work, my dad said that for all my help, he's gonna buy this fantasmical corset i've been eyeing on http://www.heavyred.com/ and let me buy more clothes. he suggests i use it for "summer clothes" but i'm totally gonna use it for school clothes. I'm gonna be a Junior this year, an upper classman. And I've totally gotta show all those little fressies and sophomores who rules the school. (It totally helps to be friends with all the seniors. lol. ).

Okay, so I think I've written enough for awhile. I'm in a real writing kick right now.
Later.