Life

I kinda just need to vent at the moment of I think I'm going to throw up. All my perfect little plans are blowing up in my face. I should be used to this by now, but I'm not. Go figure. I couldn't care less about school at this point. The only person I want to spend my time with is always otherwise occupied. I guess the saying is true, Life's a Bitch and then you die; And if you're lucky you stay that way.

February Updates

I haven't gotten as far on my writing as I would have hoped, but things have been busy. My best friend is visiting from Utah this week, and should prove to be some inspiration as he usaully does. I'm also planning a short story involving Egyptian mythology so I'm in the middle of doing tons of research! Actually my school had a mix up this morning involving a book I'd requested. My school has two campuses, I go to the East campus and I needed a book from the West campus, well for some reason the book was actually at East campus but needed to go back to West, so one of the Librarians took it back to West, only to get back to East and find out she needed to go get it! This just isn't helping me. But I'm a good sport and didn't throw the fit I wanted to, because it really isn't that big of a deal. I'll just have to pick it up tomorrow. *sighs* Also, my personal computer is down and has most of my writing on it, so the excerpts I had planned to post this month will most likely be late. But I'm hoping to have my computer back on track in a few weeks. So till then,
Happy Haunting Darklings,
~*Ella Sterling*~

Winning streak.

Today has been a rather interesting day, and it's only 8 o'clock. Today is my four-month anniversry with my boyfriend, but as usual, it's an awful one. He canceled on me. And he was my ride home today. :( So at 6am this morning I had to find another ride. I was not happy. On top of that I got my hopes up, as I really wanted to spend the day with him. But since getting to school, I think the universe is trying to cheer me up. A teacher from last semester sent me a bag of candy with a little ticket to turn into the office to be placed in a drawing for an award. I got a certificate from the principal for "positive behavior" and "making GBHS a better place". Whatever. Lame. I don't know what I even did. But it kinda did make me feel better. Then, like 10 minutes later I got an envelope with a paper inside saying I'd one a prize in a drawing from one of my fave teachers and that I have to go to her room to get my prize. I kinda hope this streak keeps going 'cause I still feel like crap. But who knows.